Taking a drive...need to clear my head...

because obviously I am not happy at the moment and not sure why this is...a lot on my mind and can't seem to come to a conclusion...I hate this part about me sometimes where I am content in my life and then for some reason it's just me ...cloudy in my head....not having the answers...I hate that I can be so sensitive at times...no on really knows this about me...knows what I have been through..what I internally struggle with on a daily basis...how I can become hurt so easily and I am not even sure where...I truly wear my heart on my sleeve and no one really knows this about me..because all they see is this out-going girl that always puts a smile on their face when they are having a bad day...I want that..I need that sometimes ....just don't have it....long for for it...am hungry for it...but that need stays bottled up inside me only to be let out on long drives on the highway....